it's almost 2 am. what the hell am i doing sitting in front of my computer at 2 am? i bet this is when a lot of "blogging" gets done. but i wouldn't really consider myself a "blogger." i'm just a girl who likes to write things instead of saying them out loud. perhaps this "blog" will give me a chance to let more of my thoughts and loud voices out into the world. they'll actually have an opportunity to take on a life outside of my head. good for them. it's time.

and while i'm talking - can i just say how much i hate the lower east side on friday and saturday nights? it's atrocious. it's too many people trying too hard to impress each other. i'm sure i've done it/do it still - but in a different way. well, i don't know. who am i to say? but i've never put on a pair of slouchy 80s boots and carried a shiny gold purse in the name of hipster fashion. i just don't get it. do we ever leave high school, really?

i'm going to sleep now.